There’s a song out by Natasha Beddingfield that describes me perfectly. The song is called “Single” and if I had the patience right now, I’d post it here for you to listen to. I don’t, but basically the song is saying how right now, I like being single. That’s how I want to be.

I don’t need the hassle of a boyfriend/fiance/husband. I don’t need to have to answer to someone on a daily basis of what I’m doing, why I’m doing it, why I spent the money I spent, or why I chose what I chose. I realize that relationships aren’t always like that but you know what I mean. I don’t need any other people to have to deal with.

The way my life is right now, I don’t have to tell anyone where I’m going. I don’t have to say “don’t spend any of the money in the checking account, it’s going for a bill.” I don’t have to buy things like men’s jewelry because I don’t have a man. I’m pretty happy at this point just being single.

I was talking with someone at work and we were discussing things we wanted/needed. I said I needed to start saving money to buy a new vacuum, one that will pick up my pet hair. This gal is someone that I’m willing to confide the exact details of a recent issue with my finances, and so I was shocked when she berated me for saying I needed to save for a new vacuum. She said I was being frivolous and that in light of what would be happening financially in my life for a bit, I shouldn’t even be considering it. Ok…so a vacuum isn’t a necessity with carpet and pets? I mean, it’s not like I was wanting to book rooms in laughlin hotels or something like that. I just want to get a decent vacuum that will pick up the pet hair. I guess maybe I need to re-evaluate my finances again - or not speak with my friends about them.

I want to go to CrueFest so badly! But they aren’t coming near me. Oh well, I probably couldn’t get off work anyways! HMPH. But you could see if they are coming near you.

I’m starting to wonder what exactly is going on anymore. I haven’t been getting any of my paid blogging assignments for this blog lately. I mean, granted I realize that for a while, most of my posts had paid links in them, but frankly, I didn’t make them specifically about that link, I just worked it in when I had a chance to do so. So what gives? One company, they’ve given me 5 links instead of the usual 10 that I get each pay period and the 5 they’ve given me are for my Vox blog. Oh well. I guess I’ll figure it out at some point. I mean, I’ve even NOT used this blog for somethings that I would have liked to have used it for specifically to not lose my ability to get assignments for the one company and then I don’t get any on this blog? WTF?

In any case, work is kind of annoying right now. I’m supposed to start a new schedule on the 30th but I’m not really happy with it because I need Sundays off and they have my working Sundays. I’m hoping they’ll switch my Saturday off to Sunday because I really need to have Sundays off. I need to be able to get to work and I don’t have a ride on Sundays. Heck, I’m gonna have a problem on 4th of July getting home since my ride is going out of town to a picnic. Bleh. But tomorrow they’re supposed to have a meeting for those of us who need to switch their schedules and see what they can do about getting the schedules fixed up. I hope they can fix mine.

I’ve been trying to make sure I update my blogs tonight. I’ve already posted on Vox and Got-Wicca.Org. Now I’m getting this blog, and then later I’ll probably get Charity-Lynn.com. So I’m off to watch the rest of RAW, then possibly do some more blogging.